Thursday, May 20, 2010
Almost 6 weeks and still no travel dates. I have been trying to keep busy,spending time with family and friends. Tomorrow my friend Christy and I are going shopping and than dinner.She is such a sweet person and we always have a great time together. No matter how busy I try to stay our little girl is always on my mind from the moment I wake up till I fall asleep. It looks like we won't make it for her birthday so now I just hope we get there before Fathers day. I know each of us are at different points in the adoption process but one is not better than the other and its still hard untill they come home with us. I wonder everyday did her hair get longer,did she finally start walking,did she get a tooth,is she stuck in the crib all byherself,did she smile today,did someone hold her and show her love,what did she eat today,do they know her birthday is coming up and that we want to be there the questions just go on and on. I hope all of us see the ending to this really soon. It just gets harder and harder but one thing I know for sure is that we will all make it through the end because these children are so worth it and that we will never give up no matter what they throw at us.Thinking of you all!!!!