Thursday, May 20, 2010

Still waiting!!!!

Almost 6 weeks and still no travel dates. I have been trying to keep busy,spending time with family and friends. Tomorrow my friend Christy and I are going shopping and than dinner.She is such a sweet person and we always have a great time together. No matter how busy I try to stay our little girl is always on my mind from the moment I wake up till I fall asleep. It looks like we won't make it for her birthday so now I just hope we get there before Fathers day. I know each of us are at different points in the adoption process but one is not better than the other and its still hard untill they come home with us. I wonder everyday did her hair get longer,did she finally start walking,did she get a tooth,is she stuck in the crib all byherself,did she smile today,did someone hold her and show her love,what did she eat today,do they know her birthday is coming up and that we want to be there the questions just go on and on. I hope all of us see the ending to this really soon. It just gets harder and harder but one thing I know for sure is that we will all make it through the end because these children are so worth it and that we will never give up no matter what they throw at us.Thinking of you all!!!!

4 comments:

Steve and Stella said...

Stay strong I know it is hard!

Chad and Sarah said...

My feelings exactly. In my mind I can't see how these delays are in the best interest of anyone involved. Our Charlie is 26 months old today. We have been home for two months, no court date anywhere in sight. Nothing but a stink-fest. No matter how busy I stay I think the same things all day long. The way he is outgrowing his clothes and wondering if anyone loved on him today. Just heartbreaking. I am so sorry for you guys too....there are no words.

Shelly and Steve said...

I know....these poor children. I can't hardly think about our little one's daily life. They shouldn't be waiting like this to feel the love of a family :o(

Ursula said...

I completely agree with how you feel. I just got back myself from Russia , and I don't know if my adoption will go ahead or not. You just have to stay strong, even when you just wan't to give up and cry.