Thursday, February 25, 2010


Gracious God, it’s so hard to wait. To wait for new things to happen in my life. To wait for you to answer my prayers. To wait for the open doors that may lead me into a new way of being. During the time of waiting, it seems that all I can think of is having what it is I am waiting for. At times I feel weary of asking and waiting, and I wonder if you really hear my prayers at all, if you are ignoring me, or if you are simply refusing to give me my heart’s desire. A part of me knows that you want my best, and that your time is not my time, but Lord, it is still so hard to wait. Deepen my trust, O Lord, during the times when my heart longs for what can only come in the fullness of time. Give me a calm assurance that your will for me is grander than anything I could ever imagine. Still my mind and heart in your love so that I am mindful of the grace you are draping around me every single day, every single moment. I ask this for the sake of your love.

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Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Can't wait till winter is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't wait for Spring to come already and I hope a referral would come with that. I have been trying to keep busy between working and Randy has been planning small trips for us. This coming weekend we are staying over in New York and we are going to see The Blue Man Group. We were going to see Wicked but all the tickets sold out. Last weekend I through a Valentines day party for my family and Randy"s family. Everyone brought something and I made little goodie bags for the kids. It was a lot of fun and its always nice to spend more time with the people we care about the most. We had a pretty bad snow storm yesterday and it was a total pain to get home. I just can't wait till it gets warmer and lighter outside..................Hopefully we'll have some good news really soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, February 8, 2010

Nothing again!

No news again. I have been reading blogs to learn more but I don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing. Everyone has a different story. Some got their referrals fast others had to wait like 8 months. I hope that we'll get our referral soon. I can't imagine waiting 8 months or more than to re-do all the paper work. It does help that other people are going through this too and that we are not alone. I just read in one blog that one couple have been waiting like 6 months and still no court because of some paperwork trouble and still no date. I feel terrible for them. I guess that's the way the cookie cumbles! Hopefully we'll hear some good news soon.......

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Where is our referral????????????

I feel down today. No phone call for a referral. Everyone that stated about the same time as us already has a court date. I have been trying to keep busy but its really hard to do when other people around us are so happy. I am happy for people but I just feel a little left out. I think I would feel better if we did have a referral that way I would know that court date would eventually come. This sucks big time.....

Monday, February 1, 2010

RiNG,Ring,ring,ring, come on already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!